l like lota a lot, she bring lives into people, especially for beth, who almost dried out when they met, loneliness is a inborn illness.they made lovely life together, quite a story. who was i to say, just a smelly cat wanting to die. love was unbearable, and i was a disaster.
"What's worse? To die of cold and hunger in the woods, to become an animal that would be killed and eaten by some bigger animal, or to have a nose bleed from time to time?"